CARCINOCINUM…..A
brief study
Development from the expectation of
others
In
this world of competition every parents expect their child should earn money,
fame, etc. They expect that their child should do much more in life (when they
see the achievements of children around them esp. of relatives, neighbors).
They have “Extraordinary expectation” from child. Carcinosinum person evolves
from this situation as a child.
MIND - AILMENTS
FROM - expectations of parents too high: Carc
Here, parents do not care whether
their child is having ability to achieve, compete, etc. Out of selfish motive
to gain esteem in society, they expect child should complete their wishes and
please them AT ANY COST!!!
At this time, what is the
passion of child, what they really want, what is the aim of them, or what they
want to become is ignored. By keeping aside all the wishes (of children), it is
important that they should fulfill their parents wishes.
MIND - AILMENTS
FROM - mentally suppressed; from being: Carc
MIND - DESIRES -
suppressing his desires: Carc
He does not get chance to recognize his abilities, what can he do.
MIND - AILMENTS
FROM - opportunities to realize his abilities; lack of: Carc
In this situation, he is dominated by parents. He is abused. His
upbringing is done very harshly. They behave to him very rudely. They reproach,
reprimand, and punish him. He remains sad due to this “hard influence of
others.”
MIND - AILMENTS
FROM - domination - children; in: Carc
MIND - AILMENTS
FROM - domination - children; in - parental control; long history of excessive
- harsh upbringing: Carc
MIND - AILMENTS
FROM - domination - long time; for a: Carc
MIND - AILMENTS
FROM - abused; after being: Carc
MIND - AILMENTS
FROM - abused; after being – children: Carc
MIND - AILMENTS
FROM - abused; after being – sexually: Carc2
MIND - AILMENTS
FROM - abused; after being - sexually - children; in: Carc2
MIND - AILMENTS
FROM - abused; after being - sexually – rape: Carc2
MIND - AILMENTS
FROM - abused; after being - violence; from: Carc2
MIND - AILMENTS
FROM - abused; after being - violence; from – children: Carc2
MIND - AILMENTS
FROM – punishment: Carc2
MIND - AILMENTS
FROM - punishment – children: Carc
MIND - AILMENTS
FROM – reprimands: Carc2
MIND - AILMENTS
FROM – reproaches: Carc
MIND - AILMENTS
FROM - rudeness of others: Carc
MIND - AILMENTS
FROM - scorned; being: Carc
MIND - AILMENTS
FROM - unhappiness - influence of other people; due to: Carc
This is the ‘Wrong suffered’
state of Carc patient.
MIND - DELUSIONS
- wrong - suffered wrong; he has: Carc
MIND - DELUSIONS
- wrong - suffered wrong; he has - children; in: Carc
Due to this
torturing, he becomes angry but he swallows his anger.
MIND - AILMENTS
FROM - anger – suppressed: Carc
MIND - AILMENTS
FROM - anger - indignation; with: Carc
MIND - AILMENTS
FROM - anger - silent grief; with: Carc
MIND - ANGER -
abused; after being: Carc
MIND - ANGER -
abused; after being – children: Carc
MIND - ANGER -
children; in: Carc
MIND - ANGER -
humiliated; after being: Carc
Humiliation means:
1) State of disgrace or loss of self-respect
2) An instance in which you are caused to lose your prestige or
self-respect
MIND - ANGER -
asthmatic respiration; with: Carc
Asthmatic respiration means smothering feeling; inability to breath as
per one’s wish i.e. can not live according to one’s wish- ‘Ghutansi Hoti Hain.’
WHY? Because he is helpless on emotional and mental level:
MIND -
HELPLESSNESS; feeling of - emotional level; on: Carc
MIND -
HELPLESSNESS; feeling of - mental level; on: Carc
He feels if he revolts against them, he will not be accepted, cared i.e.
he will be rejected. Already he has suffered a lot where he has not got
emotional attachment for which he starved since long time.
MIND - AILMENTS
FROM - rejected; from being: Carc
Reject means refuse to accept or acknowledge. His proposals, his
emotions, his passions, are always rejected.
Actually, a Carcinocin child feels:
MIND - CARESSED;
being - wants to be caressed: Carc
But what happens? Only sadness comes to him and he feels unfortunate.
MIND - SADNESS -
love; from disappointed: Carc
MIND -
UNFORTUNATE, feels: Carc
He goes into the grief
state, but this grief is not expressed.
MIND - AILMENTS
FROM - grief - silent grief: Carc
Though he is sad, he can not weep (weep mean to make visible, to express)
and this grief remain for long time.
MIND - WEEPING -
cannot weep, though sad: Carc
MIND - GRIEF –
prolonged: Carc
Then it leads to ‘hollowing out’ of him.
MIND - GRIEF -
undermining the constitution: Carc
Undermine means:
1. Damage or weaken esp. gradually or insidiously
2. Dig or excavate beneath so as to make it collapse.
‘Forsaken feeling’ is the theme of Carcinocin
He feels that:
‘I am not loved by anyone.’
‘No one pay attention to me.’
‘No one praise for what is done by me.’
‘I have no friend.’
‘No one understands me.’
‘He is discarded by world.’
Now, he fears for aloneness that seems to come. He feels very sad when he
feels alone.
MIND - FORSAKEN
feeling - isolation; sensation of: Carc
MIND - DELUSIONS
- alone, being - always alone; she is: Carc
MIND - DELUSIONS
- alone, being - belong to anyone; she did not: Carc
MIND - DELUSIONS
- appreciated, she is not: Carc2
MIND - DELUSIONS
- forsaken; is: Carc
MIND - DELUSIONS
- friendless, he is: Carc
MIND - DELUSIONS
- misunderstood; she is: Carc
MIND - DELUSIONS
- neglected - he or she is neglected: Carc
MIND - DELUSIONS
- protection, defense; has no: Carc
MIND - DELUSIONS
- separated - world; from the - he is separated: Carc
MIND - FEAR -
alone, of being: Carc
MIND - FEAR -
solitude, of: Carc2
Actually this rubric is from cross reference for Fear-abandoned being.
Abandoned means forsaken by owner; leave someone who needs or
counts on you.
MIND - SADNESS -
alone – when: Carc
When he is alone, he is in need of company, caressing, kind words, etc.
MIND - COMPANY -
desire for – amel in company: Carc
MIND - COMPANY -
desire for - children; in: Carc
MIND - COMPANY -
desire for - children; in - rejected; who are: Carc
In this state of sadness, he feels like to talk to someone, wants to
share. Once he tells or shares for a long time (because it is aggregated for a
long time and to the deepest level) he feels better.
MIND –
COMMUNICATIVE: Carc
MIND - TALKING -
amel the complaints – prolonged: Carc
Out of it he desires sympathy and affection from others. He longs for
sympathy and affection which is not given to him.
MIND - SYMPATHY,
compassion - desire for: Carc
MIND - AFFECTION
- children craving for: Carc
He expects someone should talk ‘sweet words’ with him, should listen to
him, which gives him relief.
MIND - CARESSED;
being - wants to be caressed: Carc
MIND -
CONSOLATION – amel: Carc
MIND -
CONSOLATION - kind words; from: Carc2
Meticulousness of Carcinosinum
The meticulousness of Carcinocin patient is MALIGNANT (i.e. it is too
much extreme, hyper).
It is said that Over Perfectionist person prone to CANCER. So is the
disposition of Carcinocin patient.
The rubrics in this category are:
MIND –
FASTIDIOUS: Carc2
MIND -
FASTIDIOUS - disease; in: Carc
Disease is the condition in which you are unable to do normal activities i.e.
dis-ease; discomfort feeling. Means even in any condition (worst, discomfort)
he has to be fastidious. It is out of helplessness feeling.
MIND -
FASTIDIOUS - work; in his: Carc
MIND - CLEANNESS
- mania for: Carc
Mania- irresistible motive for a belief or action i.e. it is a passion.
Cleanness- without dirt or other impurities Here dirt means
disgraceful gossip about the private lives of other people. ‘Jo bhi karega itna
perfect karega ki koi ungli na utha sake.’
MIND - ORDER -
desire for: Carc
Order is the quality or meticulous nature.
MIND - PROPER -
too - children; in: Carc4
Proper means marked by suitability or rightness or appropriateness.
Too means to a degree exceeding normal or proper limits.
MIND – TASTEFUL:
Carc
Tasteful means showing good aesthetic judgment or appropriate behavior; free
from what is unbecoming. Synonym- neat which means clear and organized
MIND – TIDY:
Carc
Tidy means
1. Marked by order and cleanliness in appearance or habits e.g. a tidy
person, a tidy house.
2. Put (things or places) in order e.g. Tidy up your room!
3. Neat and clean.
WHY he is so?
The fastidiousness of Carcinocin patient is not inborn. It is
conditional.
MIND - UNTIDY -
perform; except when he has to: Carc
He is fastidious for the wishes of others. He is tidy till he has to
impress others, please others. Otherwise he is not tidy enough. If he does not
behave like this, he will confront PROBLEM!
This is reality of Fastidiousness of carc. He has TO BE fastidious to
please others esp. parents for the fear of rejection, reproaches etc.
MIND - PLEASING
- desire to please others: Carc2
MIND - PLEASING
- desire to please others – parents: Carc
MIND - PLEASING
- desire to please others - parents – father: Carc
Father is the highest authority, dominating person in the family. Otherwise
he will be reproached, criticized which Carcinocin does not want.
This is the ONLY reason why Carcinocin becomes fastidious.
MIND - FEAR -
reproaches; of: Carc
‘Koi chillaega, datega ye teri vajah se hua hain’ is bat ka dar rahata
hain.
MIND - FEAR -
dirt; of: Carc
Dirt means disgraceful gossip about the private lives of other people.
MIND - SENSITIVE
- criticism; to: Carc3
‘Log meri taraf kichad uchalenge, jo main nahi chahata.’
To please others, Carcinocin works hard, does not take rest until
everything is done meticulously.
MIND - REST -
cannot rest when things are not in the proper place: Carc
Due to such hard work prostration comes upon him.
MIND -
PROSTRATION of mind - working too hard: Carc
MIND – TORPOR:
Carc
Then he feels to take rest.
MIND - REST -
desire for: Carc
But, fear and anxieties remains in his mind that if he does not work or
perform properly, he will be in problem. So, even in disease condition he is
fastidious.
If he unable to fulfill the
expectation of others esp. parents he will be troubled, hurt, reproached,
reprimanded, punished, and lastly will be rejected. And he will not able to
gain position in the eyes of parents.
MIND - FEAR -
recover, he will not: Carc
List of rubrics that support the theme of reason of carc to be a
fastidious are as follows:
MIND - ANXIETY -
time is set, if a: Carc
MIND - CHECKING
- twice or more; must check: Carc
MIND - FEAR -
attacked; fear of being: Carc
MIND - FEAR -
danger, of impending: Carc
MIND - FEAR -
everything, constant of: Carc
MIND - FEAR -
failure, of - children; in: Carc
MIND - FEAR -
failure, of - examinations; in: Carc
MIND - FEAR -
humiliated, of being: Carc2
MIND - FEAR -
hurt, of being – emotionally: Carc
MIND - FEAR -
punishment; of: Carc
MIND - FEAR -
reproaches; of: Carc
MIND - FEAR -
suffering, of: Carc
All this is
because of
MIND - AILMENTS
FROM - rejected; from being: Carc
The aim ‘to
fulfill expectation of others’ becomes duty and responsibility for him and he
performs conscientiously for it as he becomes used to this situation.
MIND - DUTY -
too much sense of duty: Carc
MIND -
RESPONSIBILITY - taking responsibility too seriously - children; in: Carc
MIND -
CONSCIENTIOUS about trifles - children; in: Carc
While doing so,
he suppresses his desires, anger, and emotions which are the big SADNESSES in
his life.
But, when it
becomes unbearable for him, he revolts against AUTHORITY. Now, he does not
listen to anyone. He becomes indifferent to the feelings of others.
Reaction of Carcinocin
is expressed in the following rubrics.
MIND –
REBELLIOUS: Carc
MIND -
DISOBEDIENCE - children, in: Carc
MIND - FIRE -
set things on fire; wants to: Carc
MIND -
INDIFFERENCE - loved ones, to: Carc
‘unke khusi ya
gum ka asar padata tha vo ab nahi padata.’
MIND - CONTRARY
- parents; with: Carc
MIND - ANGER -
destroy things; with tendency to - children; in: Carc
MIND – WILDNESS:
Carc
MIND - SPEECH –
sharp: Carc
Sharp means
clearly defined, ending in a sharp point, harsh.
MIND -
INJUSTICE, cannot support: Carc3
MIND - TOUCHED -
aversion to be: Carc
Touch means to
come in contact with; a communicative interaction; affect emotionally.
Previously, he
desires Caressing, but now due to dissatisfaction, he is reluctant to sympathy
and consolation.
MIND -
CONSOLATION – agg: Carc2
MIND -
CONSOLATION - agg - sympathy agg: Carc
MIND - SADNESS -
sympathy agg: Carc
He is in
discontentment now.
MIND - DISCONTENTED
– children: Carc
This feeling
takes him away from humankind and he develops affinity toward nature.
Nature ONLY
gives us but does not EXPECT in return.
MIND - NATURE -
loves - children; in: Carc
MIND - SEASIDE –
loves: Carc
MIND - ANIMALS -
love for animals - children; in: Carc
He becomes
artistic due to which he feels happy because here he can live life according to
HIS WISH. There is nothing expected from him.
MIND - ART -
ability for: Carc
MIND - DANCING –
amel: Carc
Dancing is to
enjoy to the fullest what is being done, to involve complete happily.
MIND - DANCING –
children: Carc
MIND - DANCING -
love to: Carc
MIND - DANCING -
rhythm; with marked sense of: Carc
It is out
Fastidious, Proper too, Tasteful nature to which he become habituated.
MIND - MUSIC –
amel: Carc
Music is any
agreeable (pleasing and harmonious) sound.
MIND - MUSIC -
desire for - children; in: Carc
This is from my
understanding. It is one view, which may vary person to person. Suggestions,
additions are always welcome.
LET’S LEARN TOGETHER!
Thank you!
Dr Sanjay Jadhav MD(Hom)
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